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this is moving on.

it sucks that it’s like he has a permanent spot in my heart no matter what. but again, it’s weird because I didn’t cry this time… I don’t know what’s right or what’s real anymore or what kind of feelings, if any. but really, I don’t need him. you can’t just lose feelings like that. so again, he has some kind of problems for sure. he has no right to pull me in and push me back for the millionth time. and I don’t care if he needs me or wants me or has some kind of place in his heart for me too, because honestly, the life he is leading is heading to be a mistake and I’m not risking my dreams of success in the future for anyone anymore. I need to do it for me. it’s about time.

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